love the song empire state of mind a.keys version,
i thought it tugged at my heart, the lyrics , everything
(apart from the fact that im not in NY)
for 20 years ive always thought that
if you dont ever get what you want it is because of three things,
1) its bad for you
2) god thinks you shouldnt have it
3) you didnt try hard enough
and ive always thought that most things are achievable if i really try try try hard enough
but this week, i couldnt help but feel that for once as much as i want this want this so badly :'( i dont know how to go about achieving it.
given the chance i wouldnt want to take the other route. the shorter route.
we'll see, lady luck where art thou?
